lonely as I make plans for a trip I realize that I am alone and will for the most part being doing things alone. Sure my best friend will come with me but with that comes her husband. It would just be nicer if I had someone to share the experiences with
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Lonely for me- My husband is a truck driver and that leaves my son and I by ourselves most of the time. The lonliness was a major player in my addiction. I was trying to fill a void with the pills. I have really been hit hard with the lonliness today-especially when my son is in school. I just had to get on my knees and have a heart to heart with God. He can do for me what I cannot do for myself, and He is. So with that, like Tisa I'm gonna keep on truckin'!
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"...To weather the storms of tomorrow, you've got to have strength today."
Serious,Is what I worry about,being serious about my recovery.Not the smoking and social hours that go on at break at meetings.I am there to work on my addiction problems.I try and help newcomers,because we are suppose to give back what has freely been given to us.
definitely the angry. I've lost a lot of my patience this last 9 weeks nursing my injuries and having to work through them. Any "normal" person would've taken a 4 weeks off, walked on crutches and layed around. I took off 4 days.
A & T is where, when I am AT that, I am AT my most vulnerable. I just recently came off a jagged journey through some anger, and that was following a phase of being tired. Thank God for the...long list...so just "thank God!!!" (and all his earthly helpers & angels in disguise).
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From dying and surviving to living and thriving. LeeU
Serious,Is what I worry about,being serious about my recovery.Not the smoking and social hours that go on at break at meetings.I am there to work on my addiction problems.I try and help newcomers,because we are suppose to give back what has freely been given to us.
