just an update: things are good atm QUIET which is wonderful. Extremely grateful for peace of mind, seems to be few and far between lately so when my mind does stop racing I cherish every second. Looking for another shrink the one I went to is NOT going to work. All I can do is pray for guidance so my HP will lead me in the right direction. Thank you all so much for handling me at my worst I know it's not always easy. Hell I drive myself nuts I can only imagine what those around me are thinking lol anyway not on here very much right now kinda enjoying the silence. Meet ya on the Flip Side love your sister from another mister Manon aka Rayne
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino