time to start checking days with my relapse and disorders strange stuff is brought to my attention the rum makes sit worse imagine that. I had 3 years here at mip since 2005 ty family for that I am too nervous around ppl right now to go out to a meeting I have to crawl b4 I walk I need a guide other thantt literature I need a sponsor but trust is a major factor right now but I need advice as I breathe breath by breath thru day one
-- Edited by Manon on Wednesday 16th of September 2009 08:56:18 PM
I have always used picture blogs music and things to help me with time lines, so when I go to an old post and realize it only been hours where is seems like days dazed and confused lol DID is really kicking my ass I am losing time even with my time lines. Mom has stepped up to the plater once again trying to "rescue" me by doing some of the foot work I love her she is trying and ifanything this has brought her closer to me I am grateful for that. Grateful for a quiet mind for this second don't know how long that will last but I do try I ryme when I talk blog journal and in my poetry it's kinda annoying but my nerves are shot these days anyway but had a Random thought
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
I read what was wrote here and realized it could be interpreted in the wrong way with everything going on in my life and did not wanna give the wrong idea. That is not why it was posted it was on a friends myspace as bible verse of the day I found it thought it was interesting not meant to be taken in the wrong way I have no reason to be mean although I do have reasons to be angry but I choose not to act out of that I want to keep lines of communication open in all ways possible with new trust and brutal honesty. I am here to find the simple things.....
-- Edited by Manon on Wednesday 16th of September 2009 07:46:16 PM
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
