Because our disease wants to get us alone so it can slowly kill us. That's why we try and do what other's who are living happy joyous free in NA suggest we do. Sometimes we don't want to. But when we do it anyway, for me at least, i always feel strengthened in my relationship with my HP and in my recovery. Love you brother.
ooh also on the subject of procrastination..... our disease loves when our lives are unmanageable.... my laundry is ridiculously out of control...and it makes me crazy.
I don't know about anyone else, but I'm lazy. A lot of times I isolate because it takes effort to reach out, not to mention allowing myself to become vulnerable by letting other people into my life! Isolating is familiar misery.
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I may not be 'All That', but I'm always on my mind!
