I'm so angry!!! I feel like my HP has let me down! I am 5 months pregnant and the doctors are now telling me that do to a COMMON COLD!!! my baby is going to have mental retardation, blindness, deafness, and possibly Ceribal pallsey... How can this be??? how could a LOVING, CARING GOD do this to an inocent child??? SOME ONE PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW THIS IS JUSTICE... HOW DO I CONTINUE TO BELIEVE THAT MY HP HAS MY BACK! MY BEST INTEREST AT HEART!
i'M SOO ANGRY I WANT TO SCREAM AND PUNCH SOMETHING!!! I WANNA WAKE UP FROM THIS HORRID DREAM AND COME BACK THE REALITY THAT ALL I HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT IS JUST FOR TODAY... BUT HOW DO I DO THAT??? HOW CAN I TRUST MY GOD...
Remember that we are here temporarily honey..... life is harsh at times. He is always a source of strength and light. Disease, pain, etc. is the result of our imperfect world. He does not cause it. I love ya like a sister buddy:) We need a meeting so bad!!! Let's go like yesterday..... Look how far HP has brought you since April! Look at the people He has brought into your life?? Don't you think He has brought these blessings so that when faced with inevitable hardships you will have all the love you need to get through it? It's a blessing to be in your life.....
-- Edited by alyqat4 on Wednesday 26th of August 2009 04:44:42 PM
I have no answers. I, too, have been angry at my HP... we weren't even on speaking terms for a long time. You don't want to let it get to that point...
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I'm sorry to hear about your situation. Durning my sister's pregnancy the doctor's told her that her daughter would mostly likely be born with down syndrome. She was told the tests were showing all the results for it. My sister was six months pregnant at the time. I am happy to say at birth, my niece was born perfectlly healthy. She is now about to turn three and it is very obvious the doctors were just wrong. I also understand being mad at your higher power. Currently I am going through some things that make me angry at my higher power. I continue to pray daily inspite of my anger. I believe my higher power loves me unconditionally and can handle it if I am angry. When I pray I make a point to be honset with what I say. Lately I have been continuing to ask for my higher's power will for me and I also say that I am mad at you right now. Through the steps I gained a relationship with my higher power. Like all relationships I participate in I have learned it is important to communicate my feelings honstly and in as nice a manner as possible. I would suggest trying the same and asking for a miracle. I will keep your baby and you in my prayers. Hugs, Jackie
-- Edited by oniongirl82 on Sunday 30th of August 2009 09:34:28 PM
