well im glad to be home and school is stressful. i have no idea what they are talking about and the homework is just over my head. im having second thoughts about it and im not sure i made the right choice. im also having a hard time getting to meetings. by the time i get home from school im exhausted and usually just end up going to bed at 3 in the afternoon. i havent quite adjusted to this "new" life yet but so far im not a big fan of it. i dont know what to do and im starting to panic about the stupidest things. i want to use but i cant. i just cant. ive come so far and i cant turn back.
ps i cant get into the chat room... suggestions?
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"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."
I do know that, as an addict, I am terribly shaken by any change, positive or otherwise. Panic attacks and depression are often my first reaction to major changes. My suggestion: cut yourself some slack and don't expect to be able to "hit the ground running" as they say. A little time and patience with yourself can work wonders.
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I may not be 'All That', but I'm always on my mind!
thanks. but tisa i have NO patience what so ever thats why im so angry all the time. and vini you should know that im not the most courageous person in the world! but im trying. how do i get in through the mIRC program?
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"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."
Liz, Do you have a sponsor to help you sort all this out? I would suggest finding one if you don't or talking to the one you have about this if you do. I don't know what to say about the chat room. I had trouble netering it last night but I just keep trying until I get here. Keep coming back. I'm so happy you're okay. Hugs, Jackie
-- Edited by oniongirl82 on Wednesday 26th of August 2009 01:00:15 PM
