keli just put your head down and focus on recovery.
In the last 5 years I have been in 3 relationships , the one that ended 3 years ago I relapsed over , i felt so powerless and now with 3 years clean and another break up I feel thoughs same feelings of remorse, guilt, pain but one thing I am NOT DOING IS USING over this.
Put all that stuff behind you and work out the details through the steps with a good sponsor, when I came back after my relapse I got with my sponsor and did my 4th and 5th done and that helped a lot.
So you know yourself now and know what you need to keep away from Keli, just hang in there and stay clean no matter WHAT. We love yuh
Thanks for sharing your pain,pain shared is pain lessened.Just dont use" and you got a shot.Work things out with a sponsor,share from your heart,imprint steps 2/ 3 in your heart and try to live "just for today".I know you have heard this a million times but it "works"Keep comin back ,let us know how you are doing. mikef
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