I psted a lil bit ago about my friend,Sean, whos family took him off of life support...Well he died last Tuesday, Ive had alot of mixed feeling about it but I do feel that he has now found peace ( i do wish it could have been found someother way but its out of my hands). Tomorrow (Mon) is his funeral, and as my girlfriend keeps saying, unfortunatly it is going to be filled with alot of junkies and addicts...so we are both a little nervous but I have to remember the reason we are going....for Sean and his family. It just adds to everything else on my head right now I guess....I dont know....Otherwise Ive been feeling ALOT better myself, I started IOP on Mon,Tues and Thurs nights, and have been hitting some meetings (still feeling out which ones I really like). Anyway I just wanted to drop in and tell whats been goin on. If anyone reads this and gets a chance please send some thoughts toward Sean and his family tomorrow. Thanks all, Hope everyone else is doin good...
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we might die from medication but we sure killed all the pain, but what was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane