ok i have come to face tha facts the i have n control over my drinking, smoking and i dont know what to do i am so lost my boyfriend and i are both using weed i am 18 he is 17 i am also smoking weed at this pont we both relize how hard it is to stop we have the saport of his family and all but not of our friend who are also fellow users i have been sober of other drugs for a about 6 years and just resently relapsed with my drinking i am afrad i will fall back in to the others if i stay on this path
Call your sponcer..... take it one minute at a time.... we all have tough times.... I have been clean 22 months and still have problems..... NA has taught me to work threw problems with my sponcer, and or people around the tables. Your ultimate support system is your phone lise, sponcer and the tables. The book tells us that unity is how we stay clean. Using friends have to go! If you feel like using... call someone! You are the only one that can keep you clean. You have to work on yourself first.... everything else will fall into place. Ill keep you in my prayers!
