well i've been in a really bad mood for the past week. i need some of YOUR favorite music. any genre it doesn't matter. i listen to everything. music is my life and my get away so please and thank you.
-- Edited by defeatedgirl123 on Saturday 25th of April 2009 06:20:46 PM
-- Edited by defeatedgirl123 on Saturday 25th of April 2009 06:21:09 PM
I love a CD by William Ackerman, called Conferring with the Moon. It is exquisitly relaxing, soothing, uplifting, spiritual, really great music, blasted or on low, either way...what I call "sober sounds". For me, I had to change some of my music, TV shows, books etc along with leaving certain people & places behind as I surrounded myself with what I called "flip side" addicts.
I made those changes for two reasons: 1. Because some of it was pretty toxic and dragged me down rather than lifting me up; and 2. because the habitual favorites were pretty intense triggers for me. I also had to stop cursing, which was very hard and took a long time. I really laugh inside today when someone says f*** or s***around me and then apologizes because they assume I'm a prude! If they only knew!
But I had to make those changes in order to emerge a changed person. The same person was gonna just keep using and eventually die that way. A band called Jars of Clay is good, too.
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From dying and surviving to living and thriving. LeeU
Whatsoever I've feared has come to life And Whatsoever I've fought off became my life Just when everyday seemed to greet me with a smile Sunspots have faded Now I'm doing time Now I'm doing time Cause I fell on black days I fell on Black days
Whomsoever I've cured I've sickened now Whomsoever I've cradled I've put you down I'm a search light soul they say But I can't see it in the night I'm only faking when I get it right When I get it right Cause I fell on black days I fell on Black days How would I know That this could be my fate How would I know That this could be my fate
So what you wanted to see good has made you blind And what you wanted to be yours has made it mine So don't you lock up something that you wanted to see fly Hands are for shaking No, not tying No, not tying
I sure don't mind a change I sure don't mind a change Yeah, I said sure dont mind, I sure dont mind the change I sure dont mind the change Cos I fell on black days I fell on black days How would I know That this could be my fate
-- Edited by DeanC on Tuesday 28th of April 2009 08:01:43 PM
Hey sweetie!! I love The Cranberries and the Beatles.... I like all kinds of music too. Right now my fave album to listen to is Aly and Aj Insomniatic. it's kinda pop music but the songs are soooo good.