I have not shared for about a month. I know that if I do not share and give it away I will not stay sober. I have 10 months...of not picking up. I feel that I have not been sober for 10 months, in many ways I was still very toxic and still am. I am learning through listening to others and accepting suggestions that I can eventually slowly on gods time ( not mine...instant gratification) learn to have the ability to think. Right now I can only feel. I am awaiting the whole cognitive transformation, it is progress not perfection for me. It is a journey not a destination, god is my guide, we travel safely side by side. I love you my family. p.s. Alaska is four months now and is beautiful. She is my greatest joy. My husband graduated his ged at 38 years of age. Miracles happen every day.
2 cute!!! You are so fortunate to have the opportunity to raise a child with sober/clean parents! Day at a time, day at a time, I count my blessings a day at a time.
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From dying and surviving to living and thriving. LeeU
