when i first tried to quit it was a bitch. after almost getting busted by the poilce again a few weeks ago i smacked myself in the face and made myself realize what i was doing. 3 weeks thats a long time. of course im still depressed and have anger issues but a few of my friends have come up with some money to send me to a treatment center in flordia so i will be going there for 90 days starting monday. im scared but at the same time im releived. maybe my life will actually be under control. the only thing im scared about is what if i don't like the real me. because the only me i know is the one on coke and heroin. what if nobody likes the real me? well i guess im just going to have to find out. i havent been to a meeting in a week and a half but i will try to make one the next few days.
I dont like me sometimes but ME is all I got today and I try to find things to like and let other people tell me they like me and well, I do like me a lot more now then I did using I still get angry I still get depressed 3 years almost clean now but I get though it without using and I hope I am growing each time I do so its progress not perfection you hang in there I will be praying for you and looking forward to your returning to us healthier in mind and body and spirit . We all go with you on this journey for we most of us, have BEEN THERE DONE THAT so can you.
Good for you! I think you will probably prefer the real you to the alternate you, once you get to know you!! You are free to create a new you! good luck, emily
hi there, u should b so proud of urself, i wish i was were u r at now, im trying 2 get stable on my methadone and off heroin,im finding it sooo hard at d mo!well enough bout me goodluck and i wish u all d best in ur recovery,take care, susie
Getting to know the real you is an awesome thing. We are not the horrible people we think we are. I am actually a pretty nice, caring, loving, genuine person. I want you to get this thing just like I did.
