I went back and checked your last post. I wanted to add that my neuro told my husband that it was necessary for him to treat me like I had a life threatening illness for one month. I don't know if that helps you feel less guilty about the messy house or what. I realize your baby is only 18mos. old, that is a tough age. Just remember you can weather this storm. If anything I have said has made any sense to you, or if it is just helpful to hear someone else's really crappy story, then it has served its purpose. Best Wishes and Hugs all around to you and your little one!