Please check in... Whether or not you're clean or have used... We don't judge and we'll love you until you can love yourself! I've just been thinking about you and wanting to hear from you!
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The truth does not change based on my inability to stomach it - Flannery O'Connor
My happiness grows in direct proportion to my acceptance and in inverse proportion to my expectations - Michael J. Fox
it's been a really rough week. and i did end up using a few days ago. i hate myself because i can't even stay clean for a week. im getting more depressed everyday. and im becoming really irritable. every little thing pisses me off and im trying to stay strong. i haven't gone to a meeting in 3 or 4 days and i have no motivation. thanks for thinking about me.
I sitll get that way about other things I do in my life. Some things we're just powerless over and we really have to hit a bottom before we're ready to make changes or simly turn them over and try doing something DIFFERENT, key word there.
It's not comfortable being clean it takes time getting used to it it takes action NOT getting high, it takes willingness to work at it constantly so you can see for yourself what we have ALL BEEN THROUGH.
