I caught myself going along thinking everything is fine and in most ways forgetting that i am an addict i was not getting to meetings i was not posting on the board or in the chat room i wasn't sharing with my sponsor then i told myself hey man you got this life shit down pat all the while forgetting that i am an addict and that i am not anything more than i am i can't for a minuet forget that i am an addict thank god i didn't use but i came awfully close i guess my point is that we need to look back sometimes and remember that we ain't right or like anyone else i am an addict my name is Bret.