Wel,Wellwell,,and oh fukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk yes, My Faith in God has been renewed. MY SWEETHEART CALLED ME OVER TO HER PLACE THIS EVENING. tHEN AFTER SOEM INITIAL SMALL TALK SHE PULLS OUT AN ENVELOPE AND GIVES IT TO ME AND SAYS,, "HERE READ IT" I OPEN THAT ENVELOPE,,HEART IN MY MOUTH. AND THERE LO AND BEHOLD,,,THE REPOST SAYS HEP.C NEGATIVE CHLEYMEDIA NEGATIVE STDS NEGATIVE (AND YES,,) HIV NEGATIVE.... THANK YOU GOD AND I THANK ALL YOU WONDERFUL NAs WHO TOOK AN ACTIVE INTEREST IN ME AND MINE. I SINCIERLY THANK YALL FOR BEING THERE,,,,,GOD BLESS YALL/GOD KEEP YOU BLESSED IN YOUR OWN RECOVERIES. AND YES,,,BY GOD,,,I NEVER WANT TO HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX AGAIN,,NEVER EVER !!!!!
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
Man you had us all hanging by our teeth through this with you. Be grateful about this that everything turned out for the best. Protection for you my man for a long time until you get married I bet. congratulations on the results of her test and yours.
That's good new Raman yur healthy as a ,a,aaaa horse? LOL
I'm a mess and just keep chuggin along even with some physical ailments we can still feel some what healthy and greatful, things could always be worse thats for sure. We put ourselves out there deep in doodoo some of us took risks and chances and got what we got , our cross's to bare coes with the territory as Mr T says "You play you gonna pay boy" luckily you got away clean now stay serene
As it says in the Text, " life may again become meaningless,monotonous and boring. We may tire mentally in our ne ideas and tire physically in our new activities". Old timer,newcomer or with time in the Program,,seesm like all of us go thru the boredom phase. In my case I was bored for too long,,so I took chances. J is cool,,it was me reacting that was causing problems. Now that Ive lifted the VEIL,,,im finding new ways to act in LOVE and LUCK !~!!! Moreover,,the resarch and searches in my Masters are now keeping ,me fully mentally occupied without too much place for mischief. Then theres the NA meetings here that are fabulous. So,,,life goes on,,clean and serene on a daily basis.
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
It reminds me of what one oldtimer used to say at my hometown fellowship "what I used to call boredom, now I call serenity."
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
Yes that is true. Being Serene and having Wisdom and courage in my life has given me a fantastic basis for living. Id coined a slogan long time ago= " I LIVE TO LOVE AND LOVE TO LIVE THE NA WAY " And my fervent hope for me and other addicts with a desire to stay clean and recover is that it is for always.
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
Hi Raman, Great to hear things are looking up for you! Congratulations on not obsessing and compulsing sexually. It is a great freedom to not have my hormones making my decisions. Glad to know your partner is being sensible and not so sensitive, too. Good luck!!
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"With a sweet tongue of kindness, you can drag an elephant by a hair." ~Persian Proverb
Last week we met up and felt good about each other,,,I need to be really mature here. I cannot quantize this relationship anymore. I begin treatment sometime first week of Jan and have time till then to do my assignments. Now that semester is over and I have holidays I will get to be more unrushed and do studies,travels and friends in leisure. My real aim in studies is to do the best I can,, an improv from the idea that asks us to be the best recovering addicts that we can be. Lifes good,, thanks Dan.
-- Edited by Raman at 15:00, 2008-12-12
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
yeah, be thankful and keep using the raincoats. I am dually diagnosed with HIV and HepC, woo hoo. wanna see my resume' of other issues? hahahaha anyway good for you...
