speechless, what words could be used to put something like this in perspective ? Prayers to that boys family. And if i'm doing the next right thing ? Prayers for those that watched and egged him on. Though if I'm being honest ,that's not easy.
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The fundamental delusion of humanity , is to suppose that I am here and you are out there .
BB.com is the first body building board I ever joined that was years ago and now it's a HUGE site
I went to look around for the first time after hearing about this, there are others there talking about depression and stuff.
Alot of guys are using steroids who want to get that edge on building muscle I did that stuff for a long time and I can definetly say that it does mess up a guys thinking BIG TIME depression anxiety aggressiveness raging, sometimes all at once stuff can make you almost crazy depending on how much your using. Many guys end up using drugs pain meds especially and anti depressents the pain meds are for what they put there bodys through usually over training and pushing so hard it goes to far and pain is the result " no pain no gain " and how so untrue that is, improper training and OVER training is often why guys don't reap benefits often end up hurting and injuring themselves, been there dont that.
It's a sad day anyone kills themselves, theres other options this kid was a college student which brings about another level of stress along with already having mental condition poor guy must have really been struggling .