OK , here we go. Today i will not use. im focused on a first step ( again ) I found and attended my first meeting in 15 years. im in search of a sponser. I pity that poor fool ,because i intend to abuse the hell out of him but i will warn him first. im 3 days clean for the first time in well over a decade. im feeling a bit shakey but my resolve is hard.Want to thank the folks that are keeping this site going. Ill make it up to one day with service , but not today.Today i am vigilant.Today i am committed.Today i am clean..TKS MIP.
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" If you have built castles in the air , your work need not be lost ; that is where they should be . Now put the foundations under them . "
Go Anthony!! Read some literature. Call some folks. Make another meeting. Say a prayer. Take a bubble bath. Be a royal pain in the ass to your sponsor once you find him.
Congratulations on your 3 days. We're in this together, you know. If I can stay clean, so can you.
