hey folks , im anthony and you know why im here . im 48 years old started using in 1972..got clean around 1984.marraige did not survive recovery.i was a single dad with 8 , 6 , and 3 year old boys.didnt cope well.but i managed. started using again in 1992 after 8 years clean..now its 15 years later . a 15 year hard run is over for today.the kids are grown and gone . my new wife and i are getting used to an empty house..anyone from salisbury / concord area in NC. ? its a mystery to me why im still alive.theres no sense in my being here.on earth i mean not here in this room. im good for today and will check chat out this evening..thanks for being here.
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" If you have built castles in the air , your work need not be lost ; that is where they should be . Now put the foundations under them . "
Your alive for a purpose Anthony and you have found your way back to what that could be, keep staying the path you have found yourself back let the journey take you to where your purpose is.
Thats how I keep going, I dont question why much anymore we just are.....
TKS AGAIN FOR BEING HERE.MEETINGS IN NC ?? I HAVE NO CLUE.THIS WAS MY FIRST STOP.IVE LOOKED THEM UP AND KNOW THEY EXIST.FUNNY HOW EASY IT WAS TO SCREW UP THE BALLS TO GO TO THE WORST MOST EVIL PLACES IN TOWN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WITH CASH. AND YET GOING TO A MEETING THAT I KNOW IS SAFE.SCARES THE CRAP OUT OF ME.LOL ..........
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" If you have built castles in the air , your work need not be lost ; that is where they should be . Now put the foundations under them . "
Welcome home Anthony! I am a neighbor of yours. I live in Mooresville, NC. There are some really good meetings in this area and Charlotte is of course full of them. Let me know if you need me to locate some for you!
