I am getting sick of the old life once again and have too much pride to walk back in the rooms but smoking weed is not helping anything atm might even be making things worse so now I just have to workup the nerve to walk back in thoserooms and to be motivated that is going to be the hardest part I think but I gotta do something my life is losing grip or Iam losing grip on life
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Manon,,, the Text says "it takes great courage to coem back after a relapse" and then theres a quote= 'YOU CANT SAVE YOUR FACE AND YOUR ASS AT THE SAME TIME" Best of luck lady you !!!
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
Hope and pray that you find that courage that our Higher Power has already blessed each of us with, which I believe each of us already have in us as a natural part of our creation as beings, to do what it takes to recover...
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
I sure can relate to this. I gave up my drug of choice months ago, but continued using weed and pills. I kept telling myself I had clean time because I wasn't using the drug that caused me so many problems. I started going to mtgs and didn't lie to myself or anyone else. Now, when I'm driving and I see that orange keytag dangling from my keys, I am proud to say that I honestly earned it! Feels great. Theresa