Today is a good day as i have been able to watch my kids grauate high school last year now my son last week graduated from the ARMY my oldest well he is my pride for he has taken a 3 year cake i get to give him one next tuesday i have 5 kids the 2 oldest have the disease one in jail one has been out of prison 1 year with 3 years clean i have learned that if we change the cycle we will prevail PERIOD my middle daughter will go into the navy next month so when we look at our kids all grown up while we are clean and how much i missed while getting loaded WOW the choices we have today that leaves me with me today and these cool sites i come across by accident i think not just stay (PEACE)
Yes, I can very much relate to the topic of my choices affecting my children, who are also now adults. Sometimes I wish it (they, me, the past) could be different, but I've that acceptance is part of the solution. As adults, they have the power to make changes and different for themselves if they wish. I remain hopeful that someday that will happen.
Id just started working the 4th Step with my sponsor of that time !!! To clear away my last doubts hed said "if you truly believe this Program works fro an addict with the desire to change then you will never regret the past because life will give you another chance at what you missed when you were getting high or were misguided !!!" Thats a long semtence but Ive seen it come true in my own life,,, my family scenes where Im am a responsible parent and loving son,,, my music career,,,growth of NA here,,, studies and qualifications,, social belonging and acceptance and now recently finding the true love of my life !!!
Dreams do come true in recovery !
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
Thank you for sharing your joy with us Eaglebud, glad you're here with us, yes, it's amazing that today we have a choice in our daily life, what a gift this is that NA has bestowed on us...
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.