first i would like to thank god for giving me one more chance. i'm on day one again and i'm so scared. i can't believe i'm back here again. help please!!
"Far better is it to dare mighty things, to win glorius triumphs, even though checkered by failure... than to rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy nor suffer much, because they live in a gray twilight that knows not victory nor defeat. " Theodore Roosevelt
Congrats on the first 24-hour miracle, way to go (WOOHOO... CLAP CLAP...)
so glad you're back again. That's the miracle of the program. No matter how many times I stumbled and fell, I always found my feet again through NA. As long as I was trying, I was never failing. I kept coming back to NA no matter how many times I fell. That's how I realize today that the remedy lay at the center of my malady. From the dark hole of relapsing and using again, I rose again and again and looked up to the light of NA, allowed myself to be lifted by you all until finally, my despair turned to hope, from my weakness was born my strength and my resolve. Keep coming back, Kelli, IT WORKS!!!
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.