Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain
I know (I know I know I know I know) That you're wounded You know (You know you know you know you know) That I'm here to save you You know (You know you know you know you know) I'm always here for you I know (I know I know I know I know) That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain
Hey Vini,, buddy,, thers one ting i want to differ witrh you on== Lust( for sex,for control) =pain when rejected Love =acceptance and serenenity when rejected. when I ove without expecting anything in retrurn,, even if rejected I will noy feel humiliated /rejected/pained because I can easily accept. With my babe nowadays,, lust keeps me in pain and agony. But then what the hell,, whats life without love,, and more importantly without LUST !! I aint heading for no monkhood !!! Lust is as enjoyable as it was even before I began using,,I still am learning to cope with the downbeats !!!
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
If you care about someone you are very likely to gain some pain. Sometimes the pain comes when we help them, miss them, hurt them accidently, think about them, worry about them etc etc. It's all good Love & Pain.
kenh
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yes sure Vini,,i felt pain about my fathers death for many years after,,, i regreted that i wasnt there that morning at the hospital when he went. Hed gone in for dialysis,,his first. He was 74,, and still going strong inspite of a bypass just recently. Then one day fore he went me and my little girl saw him at 4.30 in the afternoon. I remember clearly saying "Ok Pa,, i have to go for a practice,, see you tomorrow." My girl kissed him and my pa looked at us very strangely. Maybe he knew what was coming. Well the next morning he went in for the dialysis early in the am. then I get a call from the hospital saying to come fast. I have my bath and say a prayer and then they call again and say to hurry and i do. I go tere and see pa on the hosp. bed with his mouth wide open,, and the doc says "hes been gone 10 minutes now" I wanted to belt em all,, "Oh fukk,,, this cant be happening" i thought. Thru the funeral,thru the mourning,, thru the next few months i kept thinking "i wish id been there when he went" I wanted to say goodbye to the oldtimer and regretted i was indecisive and carelss about getting there fast. Gods sake Pa haunted me many times,, looked after me invisibly and kept me from harm i believe. I felt pain pain pain,,, till the time i really got back into Meditation,,,
and now i hear tell this thing is called P.S.T.D....
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
