I'll have 60 days on wednesday.. for a while i didn't even care.. i've felt horrible the last 2 months and just wanting to use and planning my escape from the program (hard to do when you have no money, car, and you are over 3,000 miles from home) but something amazing happend yesterday, i had a good day, i was sort of at peace with myself and it would normally be considered an average day but it seemed like a great day because i felt normal for the first time in a while.. and then it happend again.. 2 good days in a row!? hah more than i could have expected..
Every morning i wake up it's the new longest time i've had clean.. i'm greatful right now and there are still a lot of bumps ahead.. but i feel good for the moment and that's enough
i'm going to try to add photos from a trip we took the redwood forest and the coast.. i was the only one wearing shorts haha, all these kids from california that are in the program can't handle the cold like i can haha
HEy I once escaped from a treatment program and got sent back had to start all over after 6 months, I split again after 16 months with a chick and relapsed 2 weeks later that was allllll down hill after that buddy, prison was my next stop keep that in mind, the YETS....
back yew to the hilt on the gold thing Vini,, Great scenes Scott,,, well,, my idea of a perfect date is going to the woods with my babewalking,talking,cooking,camping etc and having fun,, after saying the Sereneity Prayer,, of course !!
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Hi Scott, the pictures look really good. I know how you feel on them up and down days. Congratulations on the 60 days! It aint that easy but it is worth it. I am tagging 6 months now and the bad days are once a week or less. Glad that you are doing good. Also glad that you don't have money, a car and that you are 3000 miles from any sort of hook up, sounds like a good way to keep things for a while.
Have fun up there, looks like a great place.
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