Do you know, it was this afternoon before I realized it wasn't Saturday and that I wasn't here to chair the Saturday night meeting!!! OMGoodness!!!
About the ditzy part, I stopped in and visited with another addict and said I'd be back later. I have no idea what happened!
My daughter is here visiting from college and the entire family was watching TV......and I guess it was just so happy and satisfying that I didn't even think about the meeting.
So I want to apologize to everyone about not being there. I don't want anyone to think they aren't important to me as everyone is!! You all are my life today; without you, I would have nothing!
I haven't said anything to anyone lately but have been busy with what I do online as well as babysitting my 4 year old granddaughter and going back to school !!! That's a fear that I'm going to be walking through for months, believe me! I have always felt like such a failure for never finishing college and today, I so want to finish and be able to help others both in and out of the rooms. I'm not going anywhere but sometimes I sure have to wonder where in the heck I am :) If anyone understands that!!
I love you all dearly.....and I'm sorry I wasn't at the meeting last night. I will try hard for this to never happen again but it can and does happen. I just didn't have any good excuse, ya know? But then again, maybe happiness and serenity, gifts of this program, are good excuses today :)
Love and Hugs, Glora W
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Just For Today....I will have faith in someone in NA who believes in me and wants to help me in my recovery.
dont worry about it. i had thought that maybe u had gotten caught up in ur school work lol. i have the scripts, so i chaired last nite lol. i must say, it felt VERY weird when jason came in & oped me, so i was higher on the list than him! lol :)
