I go threw shit these days and don't even think about using yeah I think about 187 on a punk, I think about hitting and yelling, I think about some pretty odd shit but not using it gets to where thats , even THAT aint an option.
Weirdest thing just happened, I hear someone walking down the street next to my apartment, its a young guy and he's balling his eyes out holding a plastic bag(probably booze in it) where his dignity?????????? we lose/give away alot to this addiction.........
Thanks for thinking about me Wendy :) I'm still lurking, have 21 days clean today I haven't been feeling too great - not just morning sickness but all day long - so I haven't been making near enough meetings or posting much. I'm going to try to at least make an online meeting tonight though. Thanks again for the thought :)
-- Edited by Keli at 21:14, 2007-11-17
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