I just had to help my best friend of over 15 years put herself in a psyc ward for depression to find out she has been drinking and taking medication not of her own just to try to escape as we all know or I know that is how all this started for me it is hard to think I may have to in turn help her like she helped me so many years before I feel like i should be on the other side of that door not her on top of that trying to get my puter back up and running was difficult 7 days without the net enought to drive me nuts i have to go to another dieticains visit cause when i went to the first one I was not doing what I was supposed to be doing so that set my surgery back on my bypass that was discouraging my emotions are all jumbled all I want to do is sleep I am tired of worring I am doubting who I called my higher power just really weighed down right now ant word of wisdom would be great Manon aka Rayne
Glad that your friend has you. Thanks for sharing.
I strongly believe that my Higher Power never forgets to supply me with the strength that I need to deal with whatever comes my way in my daily recovery.
Even though it is very difficult not to worry and not to give in to our fears, a leap of faith in times like these by re-opening our minds and hearts to the warmth and comfort of our Higher Power's care is the key.
Have you in my thoughts and prayers,
Sleep well and do not despair, for your Higher Power's already there tomorrow to help you take care of things when you wake up
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
for me when times are tough i have to keep reminding myself that my higher power is a loving one and never leaves me alone, things always work out better than i expected.
I have lived with doubt after awhile you realize its silliness, he's been with us all along, just that we missed the train and the hand reaching out to help, but the good thing is that hand is still there waiting.
guess tat just depends on who your highter power is I am just at a point in my life that i need to be open minded about ways to increase my spirituality ty everyone for your support and your words
"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
tahir things are getting kinda scary I guess I will have a surgery date next week for my bypass my life will not be what i know today the things i turned to like food are going to be a distant admiration I'm scared Iam looking into toaism yin yang things to find balance I know I will have support thru this but OMG there are so many changes I am not really sure what else to write love you brother Manon aka Rayne
Hope your friend gets your support as she has supported you in the past. Stay strong with NA. Give in to your higher power's direction. Good luck and God Bless you Justme.
kenh
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God is the only one you can depend on in recovery.
