so its like this.....my x and i have been broke up for over a year, i have missed him way too much, didnt have closure and was stuck so lots of praying ect. 3days ago he phones first thing in the morning Big shock! he is leaving his current girlfriend,(she is drunk) can he stay with me. i say yes. ( i know, not so smart) God jumps in to help me and he is here only one night before other program friends of ours tell him not such a good idea to be at my house and take him in, i get to have heard him vent about his current girl and am shocked that at 12 years clean he got into a relationship with a girl knowing she was an active alcoholic. living with active addiction has changed him, i dont know who he is anymore. i dont want "this" version of him, its too different from the person i fell in love with. i see God everywhere in this. im praying hard to be centred with my higher powers love and direction. i hope im handling this right. please say a prayer for me guys, im a little freaked out.
No offense, Galeon, but I don't get it. You just found out you don't really want to be with him. It seems like you just got closure and became unstuck. Isn't that what you wanted?
