My main problem is my marijuana use. It is the source of my other problems such as irritability and over eating. I know I need help, but don't know where to start. I'm coming off the worst month of my life. My marriage ended, a very dear friend took his own life, and 3 days ago I lost my job for drinking a free beer. How stupid is that? To lose a job over 1 beer. I'm at rock bottom. I've finally hit it.
I would suggest that you start going to meetings. a quick google search should help you find meetings in your area. Go, listen. and work the program. There is no mystery about what to do. Just do it.
Hello Someguy, You're a very fortunate man, I really mean that! In my opinion; with Pot many don't ever hit a bottom They just keep floating about in a little below avarage land, never hitting bottom and never achieveing any real success. Their life is wasted. A bottom is vital for triggering recovery IMO. Start with an NA meeting. You find answers to all your questions. Welcome home!
Hi someguy, welcome! Try using this link to find a meeting in your area to get to: http://portaltools.na.org/portaltools/MeetingLoc/
When we hit bottom and surrender, when we finally let go of denial, we open the door to recovery. Try to stay clean for today and get to a meeting in your area. Glad you are here and let us know how your doing!
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Thanks guys. It's good to meet others with similar problems to mine. I'll be at the online meeting tonight. There are not any meetings in my town. My truck is on the fritz so I using my cheverlegs.
