Could use a few prayers as I make my first attempt at starting step four today. got my coffee, cigarettes, extra pens and a new notebook.
fearless? well... i'm not so sure... i've been dreading this for weeks, putting it off and stalling as long as i could. now my guilt about procrastinating has gotten to me. ha! it's time.
Our Higher Power does not give us more than what we can handle. So, when I do my inventories, I just pray "Higher Power, give me the strength to write down that today which you want me to become aware of at this moment" and start writing... The rest is upto our Higher Power to bring down on the paper through our writing and through our fifth and sixth steps with our Sponsor that follow
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.