People don't understand the shit that I've been though...........They've taken away everything from me. So I taking to many pills to ease the pain. It's been hard for me to find myself again. I was so angery at the world. For me that was a dangerous place to be. For months I was caught in the middle and half way inbetween. But I decided to walk with my head held high. Now I'm a man trying to survive. I won't put my hands up and surrender. There will be no white flag above my door.
I will fight until the end because that's all there is left for me. There are days that I want to give up, but that's when you try to find the good things in life. Even though sometimes good things in life are hard to find. I have to be strong can't let anything bring me down. I did my time, I have the guts and the will to survive.
Fight until the end cause your life will depend on the strength that you have inside you. So will you fight.
Don't forget that we do surrender to win also, its a damn hard fight too sometimes just not going back to our old ways but theres surrender involved just so we live another day and stay clean one more hour, they go hand in hand.
I can truly relate and feel what your saying here Jayson, hang in there brother it's all worth a little pain and discomfort
