I am thankful... ... to be released from drugs and alcohol, but I am more thankful to be bound by the resposibilities of sobriety. ... to be bound by the responsibilities of sobriety, but I am more thankful for the returning possession of my sanity. ... for the possession of a little sanity, but I am more thankful for the hope of an eventual peace of mind. ... to turn my back upon despair, but I am more thankful to turn my face toward hope. ... to be free from the undefined fears with which I travelled dark yesterdays, but I am more thankful to walk in the shadow of known fears today. ... to be concerned about my honesty, but I am more thankful to be honest with myself about my dishonesty. ... to lose my cankerous and cantankerous jealousy of the gifts of others, but I am more thankful to gain a glowing appreciation of these gifts. ... to be released from spiteful envy of the talents of others, but I am even more thankful to be desirous of even meagerely emulating those virtues. ... to be unfettered from the pain of pride, but I am even more thankful to walk straight in humility. ... to struggle against selfishness, but I am even more thankful to strain toward fellowship. ... to be emancipated from hate, but I am even more thankful to be enslaved by love. ... to learn that others may love me, but I am even more thankful to love others. ... for the challenges of the future, but I am more thankful for the very bitter lessons of the past.
THEREFORE THIS NIGHT GOD, TEACH ME SECOND TO BE ABLE TO LAUGH, BUT TEACH ME FIRST TO REMEMBER THAT I HAVE CRIED. TEACH ME SECOND TO HELP OTHERS, BUT TEACH ME FIRST TO HARM NONE....
" for the challenges of the future, but I am more thankful for the very bitter lessons of the past. " that just stood out for...wow. thanks for the post jayson
Jason, thanks for the note. It hits home for me. I am really starting to learn lessons from God. I am so happy to be released from drug addiction. Life is so much better without all the lying, cheating, jealosy, pride etc. It is so nice to wake up and not have to lie to anyone. I really felt sick when I had to lie to people especially the ones that love me. God Bless, In Recovery, Kenh
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