If you listen you are going to hear things that are going to help thru others experiences, if your just sitting around surfing the net play a tape theres some really good female speakers and men also
He talked about fear I had the same thing happen to me with about 2 years clean for 3 days I could not leave the house, wasn't sick with flu just mentally tore myself away from everything. After that i decided not to let that happen again and it hasn't.
I have the same voices visit me, the voice who knows me better them myself, I am always told what to do, it's just a matter of following and not getting in my own way.
Things will workout if we follow that voice, the higher power.
The best way I could hear my Higher Power's voice speak to me is when I listen or read others' shares...
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
I thought i was crazy when i started hearing rational thoughts in my head...
my higher power speaks to me in the voice of my sponsor, my support network, quotes from the readings we read at the start of a meeting and something i heard someone share that stuck with me. when a situation comes up in my life, my disease always thinks first, after coming around for a while my recovery has gotten quicker and it counters that diseased thought almost immediately.
It's amazing and i'm so grateful for it. I'm shocked at how i'm able to live in recovery - like when i know that i don't know and i need to ask for help or when i have the disease voice and the recovery voice going at the same time and i'm able to listen and follow recovery. i feel connected to my higher power more often than i don't today - i couldn't be here without NA.
