Changing the way I do things is very tough, but when I do or try something new it is ALWAYS rewarding. I was an active user for so long that I'm learning the basics of life all over again. I've been clean for 95 days and it feels like i've been born 95 days ago, literally. Walking, talking, loving, everything is new. Sometimes I do not know who I am. Whoever this person is , he's tons better than that mean, selfish heroin addict, active addict I mean. Have a good weekend all. Its weekend in Cairo on Fri-Sat. Love, Magellan
I can so relate. I just today tried something so unfamiliar and new to my being, and the rewards are so amazing... An open-mind and a willingness does wonders in my recovery after I have concluded that, me of myself and of my own ideas, cannot do it.
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
. Whoever this person is , he's tons better than that mean, selfish heroin addict, active addict I mean. 
